Its all bout the problems. i feel lik ppl cnt b happy any more. there is always situation. its lik one bad thing hapens then its just a series of bad events.

1st mii dog die, then mii friend commits suicide, then mii grandpa is dieing in da hosp. then i find out me and my boyfriend r having serious problems, then i cheat on him, i start being a retard and not think, i get a cat i cnt keep, ppl start smokin pot in mii house (i dont even smoke), then i start failing out of school.

I no things could b so much worse, and sometimes life isnt always happy time, buh i wish der was one day were eveyrthing goes rit.. i guess you cant have yer cake and eat it too, lik i should just b happy im alive. but i always wonder wah comes after life, what is death? mayb i could really enjoy it.. but what happens if after life, its just more living. man, dat would suck… im not sad, or mad, or depressed, im just not happy.

Maybe evey1 goes thru this stage… and maybe things will just wrk out, maybe ill die happy when im older. i dont want to rush my life, im just not sure i want to live it.

SORRY FOR THE BAD GRAMMER, AND SPELLING… MY BAD.